The 58-year-old Nicole Kidman has finally spoken up about her divorce from country music icon Keith Urban, one of Hollywood’s most taboo subjects. The award-winning actress has now shared what actually happened behind the scenes of their ostensibly picture-perfect marriage after years of rumors.

Fans witnessed the pair stroll the red carpets hand in hand for more than ten years, exuding togetherness and glitz. Kidman, however, now acknowledges that the reality was far more nuanced. She said, “We just weren’t seeing eye to eye anymore,” implying that she was having trouble adjusting to different lifestyles, demanding jobs, and extended periods of time apart.

Kidman’s revelation validates a lot of what fans have long suspected—namely, that the strains of fame and distance were wearing them down. Her openness left admirers in a state of shock. “It wasn’t one big blow-up—it was a thousand little moments that added up,” she revealed.

Kidman maintains her grace in the face of the breakup, calling Urban a “wonderful father and talented man.” However, it is evident from her disclosure that their marital problems were more severe than anybody had thought. Fans are eagerly awaiting her every word as she finally shares her experience at the age of 58.